Surprise!

 I guess you really wanted to come here because you were mostly a surprise. I mean, I didn’t think I could get pregnant at the time, but I guess I could. It’s kind of crazy because your dad and I went to the temple the week before, in hopes that we’d feel some kind of answer if we should have another baby. In the celestial room we both felt so much peace about having another baby, the funny thing is, I was already pregnant at that moment and just didn’t know it. 

I’ve had a few dreams with a beautiful, dark curly hair, blue eyes girl. In one of my dreams, maybe it was you, she got right up in my face almost saying are you going to let me come yet?! Who knows maybe you’re a girl and maybe you’re a boy, but we’ll love you just the same. 

You are my last, my very last and I’m going to love every minute of being pregnant and all the things, hence why I’m starting your blog even before you’re here, even before I know what you are. I can’t wait to meet you, my lil caboose. 

I’m only four weeks, but I knew right away I was pregnant. My cramps felt different, a little dizzy, and slightly nauseated. I’m not feeling my crazy nausea and having weird food and smell aversions, but I know they’ll come. I love you cutie!